Archive for December, 2010

Monday, December 27th, 2010

Don’t give up

Found part of the sung word from Misty Edwards from last Thursday night.  The Holy Spirit spoke this directly into my heart and it is POWERFUL!: You’ve only just begun and I know where you are going And all you can see in the moment is that your hurting. And all you can see in […]

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Saturday, December 25th, 2010

New season…new life

Today is Christmas, and we celebrate the coming of Jesus. He is Emmanuel, God who is with us. And that name has special meaning to me, especially right now. The grief of the failure of my marriage and the distance of my children is sharp. It has pierced me to the bottom of my soul.  […]

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Friday, December 24th, 2010

That kind of love

Tomorrow is Christmas. And it is the first one I’ve ever bad away from my kids. I knew it would be hard but I had no idea it would be this hard. I talk to them every day. They will be back on 12/28 and that’s a day I long for. It’s times like this […]

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Tuesday, December 21st, 2010

Soaking

Today has been an amazing day. It is clear God is beginning to speak new things deeply to me.  I don’t know yet what it is.  But there is good things coming.  This is just the first day of my time at IHOP and I plan to fully soak in this out pouring.

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Sunday, December 12th, 2010

Gutt level

I feel basically pretty good overall. Just very weary in my spirit. I feel like I’ve been fighting in a brutal struggle for an eternity. It has really strapped me. I’m just plain worn out. Which is really odd now that I’m finally getting closure to my situation. Listen, I knew it wouldn’t be a […]

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Wednesday, December 8th, 2010

Supposary rerun

I happened upon an old post that I made regarding C.S. Lewis’s Narnia series. And with Voyage of the Dawn Treader coming out this Friday, I thought it might be fitting to repost it here: Did C.S. Lewis create Narnia as a Christian allegory.  Lewis was once asked in an interview by mail, among other […]

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Wednesday, December 8th, 2010

Look at Me

Wrote a new poem in the wee hours of the morning rececently. And I’ve finally taken the time to type it out here, I think I’ll call it “Look at Me”: Look at Me Look at me, I am bare bones, I can be broken in two, I can be crushed, mashed, and stomped into […]

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